On Hope

The following is the text of a talk I gave in church on Hope. I stole a little bit of the introduction and the conclusion from a previous talk (hey, why re-write good material). I hope to write essays on all the virtues.

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A week ago, the Bishop asked me to speak on a topic of my choosing, one appropriate to the new year, - a dangerous thing to do with someone who can talk as much as I can. Still, I was able to find a single topic to focus my verbosity on: hope. I have been pondering hope recently and how it operates in our lives. I have been trying to understand how Hope fits in to the Gospel Plan and why it is that hope seems always to be found in the company of faith and charity.

Language often obscures as much as it clarifies. Joseph Smith once remarked that words are not sufficient to explain the truth, but they are all that we have. And so, we pile on words and imagery, he hint, we imply, we obscure, we clarify. This we do in an attempt to explain the fundamental truths that can only truly be gleaned by direct experience with life. Thus the Prophet said: “The things of God are of deep import, and time, and experience, and careful, and solemn, and ponderous thoughts can only find them out. Thy mind, oh man, if thou wilt lead a soul unto salvation must stretch as high as the utmost heavens and search into and contemplate the darkest abyss and the broad expanses of eternity, thou must commune with God.”
The deep and important doctrines are not the obscure teachings about Kolob or the origin of God or whether Adam had a belly button. Rather, the sacred, immensely deep concepts of truth, mercy, love, hope, happiness, faith; these are the true “deep things of God,” as Paul calls them. The Savior said to his accusers:

“Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cumin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.” (Matt. 25:25).

To put our gospel lives in perspective, we must focus on the weightier matters, the deep principles of the gospel upon which hang all the other peripheral but no less true teachings and practices of the gospel, but we must not neglect these less weighty matters, rather, we must ground them in the roots of the tree. Most of these often thorny doctrinal issues that some people, particularly in the age of blogs, have wasted hours and days debating are really of little importance for our salvation and everything we know about them from authoritative sources could be summarized in a paragraph or two. Mercy, hope and love, however, require entire volumes and lives to explore and even then the fountain is not tapped out.

Hope, too, is born of experience. As the Apostle Paul said, “Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: and hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us” (Romans 5:1-5).

Many of the doctrines of the restored Gospel can only be understand as we live them and apply them to our lives. The same is true of Hope, which we find will come to us as a gift of the Spirit in our trials.

In my ponderings and my meditations, I was drawn to the following poem by Emily Dickinson:

Hope is the thing with feathers--
That perches in the souls --
And sings the tune without the words --
And never stops -- at all --
And sweetest -- in the Gale -- is heard --
And sore must be the storm --
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm -- (Poem 254)

Upon reading this, I was instantly drawn to the words of Paul:

"For we are saved by hope: but hope that is seen is not hope; for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for? But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it. Likewise the Spirit helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered." (Romans 8:24-26).

It cannot be a coincidence that in these two passages, one from a Poetess and one from a Prophet, we see hope so intimately intertwined with those dreams and aspirations to which we cannot put words: the unutterable groanings of our spirits which cry out for things we do not even ourselves now perceive. And the Spirit of the Lord intercedes and communicates what we cannot express. Words remain the meager medium of communication to which Joseph Smith referred, but the Spirit of God can speak for us and share truth from soul to soul without any misunderstanding, so that "he that preacheth and he that receiveth, understand one another and both are edified and rejoice together." (D&C 50:22).

But how, then, does Hope save us, as Paul assures us it does? Is hope faith, by means of which we believe on the Lord? Is it repentance, by which we receive in us the Spirit of the Lord and become born again, born from above? Is it baptism, the ordinance of salvation or the conferral of the Holy Spirit by which we become new creatures in Christ? Is it the long journey of life in which we endure well the trials, temptations, and tribulations that mankind is heir to through the fallen nature of the world or the sinful lusts of our flesh?

Hope is everywhere present. It is the first and the last of the virtues. It is the first seedling of faith and it is the final gift of the Spirit which confirms to us the hope of a glorious resurrection. It is by hope, Alma assures us, that we come to faith. Faith is to "hope for things which are not seen, which are true" (Alma 32:21). We cannot, however even arrive at that point without first hoping for hope, by desiring to believe and yearning for hope. Alma says: "Awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words" (Alma 32:27).

The cruel cynics and devilish doubters would have us believe that doubt can bring a man to faith, but they are misguided. It is hope that brings a man to faith. Hope and the sincere and humble desire to know. We, from there, are drawn to seek answers, to question. Not doubtfully, but, as the Apostle James said, "in faith" hoping for an answer as did the humble father of King Lamoni who, knowing he knew nothing, but hoping that he might, asked: "What shall I do that I may have this eternal life of which thou hast spoken? Yea, what shall I do that I may be born of God, having this wicked spirit rooted out of my breast, and receive his Spirit, that I may be filled with joy, that I may not be cast off at the last day?" (Alma 22:15). And Aaron replied; "Bow down before God, ... repent of all thy sins, ... and call on his name in faith, believing that ye shall receive, then shalt thou receive the HOPE thou desirest."

Once again we see hope in a new light. Aaron promises the old King hope as the reward for his hope. Elder Neal A. Maxwell said the following:

"Faith and hope are constantly interactive, and may not always be precisely distinguished or sequenced. Though not perfect either, hope's enlivened expectations are "with surety" true. In the geometry of restored theology, hope has a greater circumference than faith. If faith increases, the perimeter of hope stretched correspondingly." Language again fails us, but experience and the communications of the Spirit can teach us.

We cannot attain to faith without hope and through our faith, we attain to still greater hope. By hope we begin to believe and, as Peter tells us, by faith we obtain virtue, with virtue we attain knowledge, with knowledge temperance, with temperance patience, with patience godliness, with godliness brotherly kindness and with brotherly kindness we attain charity, the highest of all. (2 Peter 1:5-7).

Paul tells us that all things of this world will pass away, save "Faith, hope, and charity." (1 Cor. 13:13). The Prophet Mormon, in a speech on how to obtain faith, hope, and charity, asks us plainly: "And what is it that ye shall hope for?" (See Moroni 7:41 ff). And he answers:

"Behold I say unto you that ye shall have hope through the atonement of Christ and the power of his resurrection, to be raised unto life eternal, and this because of your faith in him according to the promise. Wherefore, if a man have faith he must needs have hope; for without faith there cannot be any hope. And again, behold I say unto you that he cannot have faith and hope, save he shall be meek, and lowly of heart."

Our hope, like our faith, is to be centered in Jesus Christ, in whom we have hope not just for this world, but for the world to come (See 1 Cor 15:19). Paul said that our greatest hope in Jesus Christ lies in the world to come, because the life of a disciple offers few worldly rewards in the here and now. We are promised this hope in our struggles here on earth as a gift of the Spirit given to those who trust in Jesus. Our Hope is in the saving power of Christ, which serves as an anchor to our souls in the tempests and trials of life. Bearing that hope, we can endure the sudden setbacks and failings of mortality knowing that all things are promised to the faithful and that justice and mercy await those who endure well.

Hope is what remains to us when we have lost everything else, when we have nowhere to look, but up. When things fall apart, we can still have hope for a better tomorrow. We can still hope, as Mormon tells us, on the mercies of Christ with that hope that "strengthens not slackens the spiritual spine.” Through this hope we can endure the trials and temptations of life and like the Prophet Ether we can do the work of the Lord "from the morning, even until the going down of the sun." It was Ether who taught us that "whoso believeth in God might with surety hope for a better world, yea, even a place at the right hand of God, which hope cometh of faith, maketh an anchor to the souls of men, which would make them sure and steadfast, always abounding in good works, being led to glorify God (Ether 12:1-3)."

Hope is what gives us the strength to toil anonymously in the Kingdom of God knowing that in this life we have little hope of reward, but knowing with surety that a better world awaits. It is by hope that we remain anxiously engaged in following the example of the Master by going about doing good. It is by hope that we turn to the Lord, trusting that he will receive us no matter how many times we have fallen.

I testify that we can have hope in the redeeming power of Jesus Christ. He is the way, the truth, and the life. His way is the path that leads to happiness and eternal life. He does not abandon his faithful servants. Perhaps because these are trying times, I was led to read the final words of Mormon to his son Moroni. After reciting the horrible scenes of wickedness and death that surrounded them both, Mormon said this:

“My son, be faithful in Christ; and may not the things which I have written grieve thee, to weigh thee down unto death; but may Christ lift thee up, and may his sufferings and death, and the showing his body unto our fathers, and his mercy and long-suffering, and the hope of his glory and of eternal life, rest in your mind forever.”

Perspective and patience is required for our hope to be full. Christ has overcome this world and our joy may be anchored in Him and in the hope of his mercy and kindness and patience with us, his errant children.

There is always hope. There is virtually nothing we can do that will put ourselves outside the saving grace and mercy of Jesus Christ.

I am reminded of the poem by Myra B. Welch:

"Twas battered and scared, and the auctioneer
Thought it scarcely worth his while
To waste much time on the old violin,
But he held it up with a smile.
"What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,
"Who'll start bidding for me?
A dollar, a dollar - now who"ll make it two _
Two dollars, and who"ll make it three?
"Three dollars once, three dollars twice,
Going for three". . . but no!
From the room far back a gray-haired man
Came forward and picked up the bow;
Then wiping the dust from the old violin,
And tightening up the strings,
He played a melody, pure and sweet,
As sweet as an angel sings.
The music ceased and the auctioneer
With a voice that was quiet and low,
Said: "What am I bidden for the old violin?"
And he held it up with the bow;
"A thousand dollars - and who'll make it two?
Two thousand - and who'll make it three?
Three thousand once, three thousand twice
And going - and gone," said he.
The people cheered, but some of them cried,
"We do not quite understand -
What changed its worth?" The man replied:
"The touch of the masters hand."
And many a man with life out of tune,
And battered and torn with sin,
Is auctioned cheap to a thoughtless crowd.
Much like the old violin.
A "mess of pottage," a glass of wine,
A game and he travels on,
He's going once, and going twice -
He's going - and almost gone!
But the MASTER comes, and the foolish crowd,
Never can quite understand,
The worth of a soul, and the change that's wrought
By the touch of the MASTER'S hand.

Do not give up. For those that struggle, do not give up. For those who find it easy, do not judge too quickly those for whom the path is not so simple. The infinite goodness and perfection of God is equally distant for all of us. It is when it is the darkest, when nothing remains, that we will find that one thing remains to us: hope.

We are all finite beings with struggles and challenges which we are called upon to bear. Why some struggle where some prosper is a mystery, but what is clear is that we all called to bear up with one another: to dry the tears of the sorrowful, to bear up the burdens of the heavily laden, to bind the wounds of the injured. It is a much graver sin to judge others in their weakness, than it is to combat, even unsuccessfully, our own failings. We are not promised relief from sorrow in this world, nor release from the temptations and the weaknesses that beset us. But, as C. S. Lewis said, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting it, not by surrendering. Every battle, even those we lose, can build strength in us and teach us hope.

We are not promised riches and easy days. What we are promised, however, is strength for the journey, peace in our hearts, and the hope that all will eventually be made right in the due time of the Lord. Jesus Christ as the only sinless person, is also the only person who know to perfection how to resist temptation. He has descended below all things becoming in his ignominious death, the lowliest of all and he has ascended above all things become master of all and so He encompasses all that lies between: the totality of our experiences both good and bad. He knows how to succor the weak and the tired, because He has felt more what it is to be weak and tired than we could bear, but His perfection was not compromised and his mastery is not diminished.

I do not know everything. In fact, the more I learn, the less I feel I know. However, I cannot deny my testimony of the Book of Mormon and of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I feel like Peter whom the Lord asked, after many disciples turned away from following Him, “Will ye also go away?” and Peter answered: “Lord, to whom shall we go? thou hast the words of eternal life. And we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God.” This testimony binds me to this the Restored Church of Jesus Christ. I cannot go anywhere else, because despite the weakness of us, the membership, this Church has the words of Eternal Life. I hope and pray that I will continue to be humble enough to recognize this. Amen.

On Happiness

The following is the full text of a Talk I am giving in Church January 18th, 2009.  I likely will not get through it all, so I am publishing it all here in case anyone wants the full text:

“Happiness is the object and design of our existence; and will be the end thereof, if we pursue the path that leads to it; and this path is virtue, uprightness, faithfulness, holiness, and keeping all the commandments of God.”   These are the words of the Prophet Joseph Smith.  And he is not alone.  Lehi said that men are that they might have joy; that is, men (and women) exist in order to be joyful.  Thomas Jefferson wrote the famous words that among our inalienable rights are Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness.  That august news source, the Onion, has remarked that Americans will frequently pursue happiness at the cost of everything else, even of Life and Liberty.  Alma called God’s plan for our lives, the Great Plan of Happiness. 

The content of my address today will be happiness and joy.  I have drawn my ideas from the General Conference addresses by Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin, President Thomas S. Monson, the work of psychologists on happiness, and the experiences of myself and that of others.  I chose this topic because of my own struggle to be happy.  Some people, and I am not among them, have a native cheeriness.  Others among us, it would seem, have a native disposition to melancholy.  Nevertheless, I believe that true joy is deeper than our native temperments; it transcends mere enjoyment or contentedness.  It pierces the very truth of our existence as spiritual beings.  As such, joy is available to all.

Before I proceed, let me say a few words about words.  In many respects, joy and happiness describe similar emotions, but they are not entirely synonymous; if they were, we likely would not need both words.  We have this profusion of words with similar and overlapping meanings because, among other reasons, no single word can truly encapsulate our experiences.  Joseph Smith once remarked that words and not sufficient to explain the truth, but they were all that we have.  And so, we throw an effusion of words and imagery trying, often vainly, to relate fundamental truths that can only truly be gleaned by direct experience.  Thus said the Prophet: “The things of God are of deep import, and time, and experience, and careful, and solemn, and ponderous thoughts can only find them out.  Thy mind, oh man, if thou wilt lead a soul unto salvation must stretch as high as the utmost heavens and search into and contemplate the darkest abyss and the broad expanses of eternity, thou must commune with God.” 

 One last aside before I continue on my theme by way of, I hope, illumination.  The deep and important doctrines are not the arcane teachings about Kolob or the origin of God or whether Adam had a belly button.  Rather, the sacred, immensely deep concepts of truth, mercy, love, hope, happiness, faith; these are the true “deep things of God,” as Paul calls them.  My proof text, if I may call it that, comes from the Savior who said to his accusers:

 “Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!  For ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cumin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.” 

To put our gospel lives in perspective, we must focus on the weightier matters, the deep principles of the gospel upon which hang all the other peripheral but no less true teachings and practices of the gospel, but we must not neglect these matters, rather, we must ground them in the roots of the tree.  Most of these often thorny doctrinal issues that some people, particularly in the age of blogs, have wasted hours and days debating are really of little importance for our salvation and everything we know about them from authoritive sources could be summarized in a paragraph or two.  Mercy and love, however, require entire volumes and lives to explore and even then the fountain is not tapped out.  

Let me begin by establishing my definitions of happiness and joy.  Then, though you may disagree with my delineations, you will at least know exactly what I mean.  Happiness is often fleeting.  It is the enjoyment we get out of the things we love to do.  Joy, however, represents a much deeper and more enduring connectedness to people and the world around us and a knowledge that we are where we need to be.  Happiness, to use an analogy, is what we feel when we receive a sought after gift.  Joy is the feeling we have when we give a sought after gift.  They are not mutually exclusive and frequently align, but Joy has the capacity to encompass suffering, as we mourn with those that mourn; love, as we serve those in need; and gratitude, as we learn to receive well and not just take.

 I have been pondering what it means to be happy and have joy in one’s life.  As I’ve defined them here, happiness is quite easy to achieve.  Simply do things you enjoy.  This sort of pleasure seeking, however, is hollow—I think no one would contend with this.  Such pleasure seeking leads to loneliness ultimately.  To achieve that lasting joy which can endure through sorrow, strife, and set backs requires work and it requires the Spirit of God, for we read that “the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness[, and] temperance.” It is virtually impossible to extricate joy from the concepts of love, peace, hope, and faith.  They are intertwined and increase or decrease together.  There are other factors that will increase and help us complete and fill up our joy.  Indeed, Joseph Smith indicated that there is a path to lasting happiness and joy and the prophet Nephi wrote that his people lived “after the manner of happiness.”  Happiness is, I believe, simple, but that is not the same as being easy.  As Alma counseled his son, we must not grow slothful because God’s path is so simple that we almost forget we are on it.  We must daily recommit to it.  

It is the nature of God is to be joyful.  Alma says that wicked men are without god.  Being buffeted by their own desires and lusts, they are enslaved to their bodies.  They have gone contrary to the nature of God, whose child they are and hence from whom they have a divine inheritance, a spark of divinity that resides in embryonic form within each soul.  The natural man as described by the prophets, far from being the innate spirit of man, is rather the man given over to the natural world of bodily appetites.  Alma tells his son that those who are in this natural, carnal state “have gone contrary to the nature of God; therefore, they are in a state contrary to the nature of happiness.”  We are commanded to emulate the divine nature and hence we are commanded to be joyful. 

There are several things that experience, the scriptures, and the work of psychologists have shown to have either no influence on our joy or to have a negative influence.  Dr. Martin Seligman, former President of the APA and a professor of psychology at the University of Pennsylvania, has demonstrated in his work that intelligence, level of education, and good physical health have no impact on one’s ability to be happy.  Neither does money, provided that you have sufficient to provide for housing, food and other necessities.  In fact, several independent studies have shown that beyond this, money and wealth can actually have a slight negative impact on happiness.  Once you have enough, no amount of increase will make you happy.

Save for those who live in abusive or similar situations, we cannot suddenly become happier by moving or quitting our job or starting over.  Such false beliefs and expectations can injure our ability to be happy.  On my mission, I became acquainted with a man named Paul Cardon, who had been a bishop in Chataqua, New York.  He told me a story that I have never forgotten.  He said that while he was bishop, he frequently interviewed individuals and families as they moved into the ward.  Almost invariablely, they would ask him whether this was a “good” ward or not.  He never gave them his opinion, but rather asked them about the ward they had just moved from.  If they said, “It was a great ward; the people tried hard to live the gospel and to help one another; there were problems as there always are, but it was a great ward,” then he would say, “I’m happy to tell you that you will find this ward to be very similar."  If, however, they said that the ward they came from was a terrible ward full of hypocrites where no one helped out and no one– excepting themselves, presumably – was trying to follow the commandments, then he would say: “I’m sorry to tell you that you will find this ward to be similar.”  The amazing thing is that almost without exception, both groups of people would come to him later and tell him:  “Bishop, you were right.”  

People often see what they wish to see.  We condition ourselves to receive and remember those experiences and incidents that justify our expectations.  Negative emotions have a powerful pull on our memories.  We often focus on them, perhaps because we feel the need to protect ourselves.  Remembering that a particular individual has betrayed us protects us from being hurt by them again.  However, if we give too much weight to these memories, we distort our future perception.  We can become obsessed and harassed by our negative emotions and reminiscences forgetting that there is sorrow and joy in every life; abundance and scarcity exist side by side for all of us.  It is ironic that frequently in the midst of material abundance such as that in which we here in the US live, it becomes too easy to forget God and our relation to Him.  We suddenly believe that we are able to care for our selves. 

While intelligence has no effect on our happiness, knowledge does.  We cannot be saved in ignorance.  Nephi said of his arrogant, ignorant, irritable brothers: “And thus Laman and Lemuel, being the eldest, did murmur against their father. And they did murmur because they knew not the dealings of that God who had created them.” They had not studied the scriptures and the history of God’s dealings with men.  Therefore, when they saw prophecies revealed and miracles performed, they could not perceive them.  False understanding is damning to our souls and leads to negativity that halts our progress to be more like God and hence our ability to feel joy.  Ignorance and the arrogance to believe that we could not possibly be wrong in our understanding can be as damning to our souls as any grave sin.  To be happy, we must understand God’s character, His being, and his manner of dealing with His children.  To have joy, in short, one must search the scriptures and know God.  Hence, the Prophet Joseph Smith tells us to contemplate the heights and the abyss and commune with God in prayer if we are to bring our souls to salvation.  Alma tells us that on the morning of the resurrection, the righteous will be raised to a state of happiness, but this will be merely a continuation and perfection of the path they walked on earth.  Those who are joyful here will have joy in the hereafter and those who are miserable will be miserable still because they have gone contrary to the nature of God which is the nature of happiness. 

There are many things which will bring us joy.  In their recent general conference addresses, President Monson and Elder Wirthlin spoke about some of these things.   One of the keys to true happiness and joy is righteousness.  Lehi said to his sons: if there be no righteousness there be no happiness.  Elsewhere we read that wickedness never was happiness.  Joseph Smith echoed the same sentiment in the quotation with which I began.  Joy is a gift of the spirit and it enters our lives as we strive to do the will of our Heavenly Father.  Perfect joy would therefore follow perfect righteousness, but that is impossible.  

We read that the angels rejoice over the repentant soul and that we, too, will be filled with great joy when even one person repents and works righteousness.   It follows, then, that our joy would be great when we ourselves repent.  Repentance is nothing more or less than the opportunity to be today, better than we were yesterday; to leave our past behind us and improve.  Never forget that this gift is open to all.  Part of repentance is forgiveness.  If we do not forgive ourselves and those who have sinned against us, not only are we not fulfilling a commandment of God, but we are mocking the very mercy upon which we ourselves depend.  War is often easier than peace, because peace requires forgiveness and forgiveness requires humility and a mutual forbearance of others’ imperfections but unless and until we “put up” with others as they put up with us, there can be no lasting peace.  Pride refuses to forgive, believing instead that another’s action, far from being the tragedy that can damn that individual’s soul, has somehow damaged our own soul; and the ego cannot permit this.  Pride leads to fear which leads to anger which leads to war which leads to tragedy, but it preserves the ego intact in all its petty smallness and self-deluded, damning hell. We are all beggars at the mercy seat and the distance between my imperfection and God’s infinite perfection is no less insurmountable than is the distance between you and God, unless we repent.  

There are few things more destructive to happiness and joy than comparing yourself to others.  The Spirit when it enters into us begins to make of us new creatures, born of God and remade spiritually in His image.  We begin to take upon us the divine nature and we grow, as Peter describes, from faith to virtue, from virtue to knowledge, from knowledge to temperance, from temperance to patience, from patience to godliness, from godliness to kindness, and from kindness to charity.  Thus we through our spiritual progression make our calling and election sure and fill our souls with joy.  We must work to bring our natures in line with the divine nature if we are to find lasting joy; for, as Alma says, the nature of God is the nature of happiness.

Study the scriptures, learn about God and Jesus Christ and follow His example.  Learn to serve others and to care more for their welfare than for you own.  There is nothing so small and so pathetic as that soul which is wholly wrapped up in itself.  I know this, because I’ve been there.  It is a lonely and depressing place.  Even scientific studies have confirmed that friendship, socialization, marriage, and service are essential for happiness.  How this looks may be different for each person, I believe, for while principles are universal, details are not.  I will never, no matter how hard I try, ever be the affable and gregarious life of the party, but that is not required.  We can all find joy in the emulation of the life of the Savior. 

Paul said that sorrow is common to man.  Jesus himself is described of as a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.  Sorrow is an essential part of our mortal probation.  Joy consists not in ignoring or eliminating all sorrow from our lives, but in keeping our sorrow within perspective and finding God in our sorrows.  In fact, I believe that true and lasting joy is impossible without experience sorrow and grief.  Suffering can bring humility and bind us closer to our fellow beings.  Through our failures, we learn that we are dependent on God and on our fellow men and can leave forever behind the fiction that we are truly somehow able to live our lives completely in isolation.  We are told, for example, that the reason Christ is able to succor and help us all is because he suffered more than us all.  Suffering increases our capacity for empathy and consequently brings us closer to others which will in turn create bonds of friendship and without friendship we cannot have joy.  

Our trials also make us stronger.  In ancient Greece there was a man named Demosthenes who was famed for his oratory.  People would come from miles around to hear him speak (this was pre-TV, of course).  As a child, Demosthenes stuttered so severely that he could scarcely talk, but through hard work, he surpassed all his contemporaries.  Had it not been for his speech impediment, it is likely that he, like most of us, would have taken speech for granted.  Demosthenes was, in the words of Elder Sterling W. Sill, the greatest orator in all of Greece not in spite of his weakness, but because of it.  Our challenges and sorrows are what give us the humility to recognize and address of shortcomings and through Christ we find the strength to grow and become more like God and hence to find joy. 

Another godly trait we need in order to have joy is gratitude.  President Monson stressed this in his talk.  We can learn to accentuate the positive aspects of life and find joy and goodness even in the most trying of circumstances.  We must acknowledge God in all things:  “And in nothing doth man offend God, or against none is his wrath kindled, save those who confess not his hand in all things, and obey not his commandments.”  I used to struggle with this statement, because it seemed to imply that we should say that God caused little children to suffer or women to be abused.  I have come to see it another way, however.  The commandment to acknowledge God’s hand in all things is not a commandment to claim that God causes ever act of suffering, because that would require that we claim God is responsible for making people do wicked things.  Rather, it is a commandment to remember God and to see where He is when we are in the midst of our sufferings.  We must, in short, be grateful and find and highlight the positive.  Both the scriptures, ancient and modern, and the studies by Dr. Seligman confirm this.  Gratitude is one of the most powerful ways to boost our happiness.  It is a part of being optimistic, of emphasizing the good.  We remember the story of the ten lepers whom Christ healed.   When one returned to thank Jesus, he asked where the nine were.  When Christ was told that only this one returned, he turned to the man and said: Go thy way, thy faith hath made thee whole.  All were healed, but only one was made whole spiritually.  

Finally, true joy should be centered in the Savior.  He is the way, the truth, and the life.  His way is the path that leads to happiness and eternal life and it is the fruit of the tree of eternal life that is desirous to make one happy.  Perhaps because these are trying times, I was led to read the final words of Mormon to his son Moroni.  After reciting the horrible scenes of wickedness and death that surrounded them both, Mormon said this:  

“My son, be faithful in Christ; and may not the things which I have written grieve thee, to weigh thee down unto death; but may Christ lift thee up, and may his sufferings and death, and the showing his body unto our fathers, and his mercy and long-suffering, and the hope of his glory and of eternal life, rest in your mind forever.” 

Paul said that if we as Christians could only hope for the things of this world, then we were doomed to be miserable, because the life of a disciple does not lead one to the enjoyments of this life, but the joy of the eternal soul.  Perspective and patience is required for our joy to be full.  Christ has overcome this world and our Joy may be anchored in Him and in the hope of his mercy and kindness and patience with us, his errant children.

 One final thought on finding joy.  Do not give up.  For those that struggle, do not give up.  For those who find it easy, do not judge too quickly those for whom the path is not so simple.  The infinite goodness and perfection of God is equally distant for all of us.  We are all finite beings with struggles and challenges which we are called upon to bear.  Why some struggle where some prosper is a mystery, but what is clear is that we all called to bear up with one another: to dry the tears of the sorrowful, to bear up the burdens of the heavily laden, to bind the wounds of the injured.  It is a much graver sin to judge others in their weakness, than it is to combat, even unsuccessfully, our own failings.  We are not promised relief from sorrow in this world, nor release from the temptations and the weaknesses that beset us.  But, as C. S. Lewis said, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting it, not by surrendering.  Every battle, even those we lose, can build strength in us. The Pauline thorn may not pass away on this side of veil.  What we are promised, however, is strength for the journey, peace in our hearts, and the promise that all will eventually be made right and in that there is a comfort that cannot be denied.  Jesus Christ as the only sinless person, is also the only person who know to perfection how to resist temptation.  He has descended below all things becoming in his ignominious death, the lowliest of all and he has ascended above all things become master of all and so He encompasses all that lies between: the totality of our experience good and bad.  He knows how to succor the weak and the tired, because He has felt more what it is to be weak and tired than we could bear, but His perfection was not compromised and his mastery is not diminished.  I do not know everything.  In fact, the more I learn, the less I feel I know.  However, I cannot deny my testimony of the Book of Mormon and of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.   These two facts bind me to the testimony of my Savior and of His Church.  I cannot go anywhere else, because despite the weakness of us, the membership, this Church has the words of Eternal Life.  I hope and pray that I will continue to be humble enough to recognize this always.  Amen. 

I would like to close with one of my favorite poems, the Desiderata by the American Poet Max Ehrmann:

 

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, 
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender, 
be on good terms with all persons. 
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; 
and listen to others, 
even to the dull and the ignorant; 
they too have their story. 
Avoid loud and aggressive persons; 
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, 
you may become vain or bitter, 
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. 
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. 
Keep interested in your own career, however humble; 
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, 
for the world is full of trickery. 
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; 
many persons strive for high ideals, 
and everywhere life is full of heroism. 
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. 
Neither be cynical about love, 
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, 
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, 
gracefully surrendering the things of youth. 
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. 
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. 
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, 
be gentle with yourself. 
You are a child of the universe 
no less than the trees and the stars; 
you have a right to be here. 
And whether or not it is clear to you, 
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, 
whatever you conceive Him to be. 
And whatever your labors and aspirations, 
in the noisy confusion of life, 
keep peace in your soul. 

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, 
it is still a beautiful world. 
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

 

Environmental Repentance

The company I work for, the Mosaic Foundation - a non-profit that seeks to help women and children while promoting greater understanding of the Arab World, is working on a major grant for this coming year that will address water access and sanitation and how it affects society's most vulnerable: women and children. Anyone who knows my family knows that my father is obsessed about water. Growing up, we were always the first to have low-flow toilets (which instilled in a me a fear of overflowing toilets that persists to this day), low flow faucets, drip irrigation (for the roses), and, of course, timers on our showers to keep us wasting too much water, which we generally ignored when my father was not at home. So I was generally more in my comfort zone than my fellow employees as we discussed these issues with the technical people we are partnering with. I knew something of aquifer depletion, watersheds, osmosis desalinization, and so forth.

Despite my rudimentary familiarity, I have been reading extensively on the subject in several books including, "Water: The Fate of Our Most Precious Resource" by Marq de Villiers and "Last Oasis" by Sandra Postel. At the core of both books, and numerous others, is the idea that water scarcity cannot be solved solely through technological innovation. What must occur is that society at large must change fundamentally its attitude toward water and stop regarding water as a free given, but as a finite, fragile resource that must be conserved and protected. This, they argued, would lead to changes in behavior regarding water and ultimately to, as Ms Postel terms it, a new water ethic.

As I read this, I was brought forcefully back to my youthful Sunday school classes. This was repentance! Every piece fit: recognition that our actions were harming the environment, remorse for our past bad actions and a desire to change, restitution through environmental restoration, reformation through changing water use habits and, in a new agey sort of way, absolution by coming to more connected to nature and our place within ecosphere (i.e. atonement with the natural world). Every step as my youthful instructors had sermonized was present.

Repentance is changing behavior to be in harmony with spiritual realities and eternal law; ought not all behavior therefore be subject to repentance including pillaging our natural resources and our water? It made sense. What strikes me, though, and here I will tempt the stagnant cesspool (to expand an appropriately hydrological metaphor) of politics - something I normally avoid - is that people on the so-called "left" reject the idea of repentace as being "right wing" or "conservative."

Let me state that I detest the terms Right, Left, Conservative, and Liberal. I almost never use them in describing myself or anyone else. There is so little agreement as to their meaning that in public discourse they become more than confusing, they become dangerous. All words are subject to being understood by different groups differently (ask a Mormon and an Evangelical what grace means and watch the fireworks!), but these four terms have been more abused than any other similar set of terms. Ambrose Bierce, an American humorist from the early 20th century, once defined Liberal and Conservative as follows:

Conservative: A old liberal

Liberal: A young conservative (Source: The Devil's Dictionary)

A British comedian, whose name I forget, one said of Britain when trying to describe its political parties to an American audience that there were, in fact, two parties in England: the Labor Party, or as Americans would call it, the Liberals, and the Conservative Party, or as Americans would call, the Liberals. These terms are so fluid, so relative, that in cross-ideological terms they are useless. A Liberal in the 1880s would be a Conservative in the 1980s while the conservatives of 2000s would could actually be termed Neoliberal in their approach to government, but conservative in policy. A Liberal in 1990s would be a progressive in the 1890s and on and on. It can give you a headache. I propose the following definitions: a conservative is anyone who calls themselves a conservative and a liberal is anyone who calls themselves a liberal. Not quite a tautology, but it plays dangerously close to the edge.

My reasoning for going into this aside, is to set up what comes next. Among many described as Leftist or Liberal in America, meaning that they advocate a policy of using government power to recreate society through redistribution of wealth and who are the inheritors of the social progressives of the late nineteenth and early twentieth, there is tendency to eschew any and all religious colorings in policy to the extent that now they often bend over backward to avoid letting the majority cultural norms have any say on policy (and even go to the extreme of letting minority views rule). This movement generally has environmental protectionist leanings and believes that government should be the locus of societal change, including of environmental protection. The Progressives, at least 100 years ago, believed that social mores and practices followed scientifically describable patterns and could be controlled and developed. This led to social engineering programs and ultimately to the excesses of forced sterilization and eugenics programs, which were supported, regrettably, by so-called liberals and conservatives alike. How would you describe a person like Samuel Gompers, founder of the American Federation of Labor who advocated both socialism, nativism (i.e. restricting immigration, esp. to non-whites), and eugenics? It seems like a strange amalgation of right and left as frequently defined today. You can see why I hate those labels.

Returning to the "Left." As typically understood, this movement is for environmental protection through government action, minority rights, affirmative action, gay rights, abortion, and so on. In essays and speeches I have heard over the years, proponents of this viewpoint argue that we must accept others as they are. This seems to me to be espousing total moral relativism, but though their words seem to indicate this, leftists cannot mean it, for that idea, taken to its logical conclusion, would mean that we could not require intolerant people to tolerate others, which would contradict a whole slew of leftist legislation which require us to tolerate others regardless of race, religions, ethnicity, etc. I recall a conversation I had as a Mormon missionary with someone who argued that I had no business telling other people to change their behavior (i.e. calling them to repentance). He apparently did not see the irony in telling me to stop telling other people to stop doing something. He felt that tolerance was the highest good, though he could not, apparently, tolerate my intolerance!

I have come to realize that the basic principles of the gospel, most especially faith and repentance, are near universal, even amongst the non-religious. To act one must have faith. We would not work if we did not believe we would get paid. Now, we have experiences that teach us this faith is warranted, but ultimately, I do not know that I will get paid. Confidence in the company and in the ability of the judicial system to defend should my rights be trampled ensure that I am confident enough to keep working. A farmer does not know his harvest will come when he plants, but he has experience that tells him it will if he does certain things like water and weed his crops. Repentance is changing one's behavior either to accord with one's prior beliefs (a behavioral realignment, perhaps), or to accord with new-found beliefs as in conversion. How we know what we know is another matter. I am not speaking of faith in terms of how we come to believe, but rather faith as an operational, motivating principle. Under this definition, then, it is faith when scientists shoot a rocket to Mars to be guided by the mathematics of Newton and Einstein even though the knowledge and/or assumptions underlying it were gathered empirically. That is because we are discussing how this knowledge/belief drives us to behave not how it originated.

It is a mistake, therefore, for "Leftists" to claim they do not believe in repentance. They do. They are calling for people to change their behavior to stave off global warming. This is not say I think that we ought not work to conserve and recycle. In fact, I am a big advocate of it and likewise I believe that in all probability anthropogenic global warming is real. I am merely saying that the Left and the Right (understanding all my prior caveats) both believe in repentance, it is merely that they have different values and standards toward which they seek to conform behavior. It would seem, then, that left and right are really more alike than I suspect truly partisan practitioners would likely admit. They just cannot see it and so spin their tires arguing about all the wrong things. However, the right thing to argue about is even more intractable for it concerns the origins of our beliefs, the beliefs which, by faith, compel us to repent.